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[personal profile] zewu_jun 2020-05-08 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
Is it not?

[He seems to sigh a little, letting go of a breath he doesn't know what to do with.]

Everything is confusing lately. What I should do and what I am putting everyone through. It seems that every step I take is the wrong one and someone else gets hurt.

I wonder if I am not truly worse than I believed.
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[personal profile] zewu_jun 2020-05-13 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For him? That one is hard, because if he's really, truly honest with himself, what Lan Xichen wants seems to conflict with everything. ]

I... would like everyone to be happy and at peace. Perhaps not close to each other, but satisfied enough that we can all live without fighting. It is... more difficult than it sounds.
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[personal profile] zewu_jun 2020-05-13 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I... believe they will not truly be happy until someone is wiped out completely, erased even from memory.

But that is something I want to prevent at all costs.

[He sighs deeply.]

In fact, I want the opposite. And that is unforgivable.
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[personal profile] zewu_jun 2020-05-17 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, well.

[ He looks down with a soft smile that doesn't really hide or deny his guilt. ]

They have good reasons for their desire to remove such things from their lives, as I have for wanting to keep them.
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[personal profile] zewu_jun 2020-05-30 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you.

[ At least he knows one person who is willing to believe that compromise is possible. It may take time and it may be difficult, but it's nice to have one voice say they hope for the best. ]

If there is a way, then I will find it.